I am ok

Oh dear! I forgot all about writing here. I am just letting you know that I am OK after the earthquake.

It was scary, and a mag 7 where I lived! I had never been in an earthquake like that before, and I hope to never go through it again.

But my bunnies and I are all OK. We are far away from Fukushima ...

trust me, if i didn't baby myself, I don't think I could have gotten through it. diapering myself really helped me mentally deal with this...

new job!!

Hey everybody

Sorry I haven't written much lately. I have been SUPER busy because I got a NEW JOB doing graphic design!! It is nice to get a job in my field! Best of all, the job is located RIGHT where I want to move to! And the company WILL pay for my move! I am working remotely from Japan for now, but when my contracts are finished I am moving back to America!

happy news!

happy new year!!

Hey everybody!! It is now 2011, the YEAR OF TH BUNNY!! Lets just say my bunnies and I are really really excited for it to be the BUNNY YEAR!! I know I have some big dreams for this year.

I hope all your dreams come true too!!

lotta love for the coming year and beyond!

Aimée

Christmas and New Years

This year went by really really quickly!! I can't believe Christmas came and went so quickly.

I didn't get much anything, except I managed to collect a lot of money for charity. The charity I donated to helps those living with cancer, AIDS and other such illness. I thought they needed it more than just a cute little bunny loving bed wetter as myself.

There are a lot of people who are much worse off than I, so being able to give made Christmas more special this year

winter time

well it is chilly again, so it is that time of year for warm bunny snuggles as I sleep.

Nothing like it :) so soft, so cuddly.

yeah, sometimes my AB side really gets to me :) But it is all ok

my story

So I decided to adda page here, and the story I have been writing.

Ok, so It isn't perfect and I may spend the rest of my life adjusting it, but that is life.

I just posted chapter 1 today... Even though I am already at about chapter 15. I need to find a better way to post it than here on blogger though.

I dont want to post it on an AB site or anything like that... just a safe place where I can link all the chapters (because It would be easier for one of my loyal readers to enjoy the story)

does anybody know of a site?

anyway chapter 1 is in the link above

I am almost ready for bed

Ahhhh I am almost ready for bed

I love getting ready for bed

and I love waking up in the morning

I love my bunnies

and I love how I can make negative things so positive...

call it my cheer-attitude or general nature

Really the secret is my religion

My religion is LOVE. I love everything and everyone. I try to find love in every situation, good and bad. I use love to make people feel happy... and I use love to help people.

I love the power of love...

ok, I am going to snuggle up with the bunnies i love in my lovely bed time clothes


nighty night

love
Aimée

hardcore during the day, soft and snuggly at night

oh, it is getting chilly here
luckily my cold is not so bad. I guess being in the best shape I have ever been helps A LOT. If I wasn't in shape I would be feeling miserable. But I am ok.

So I get to practice cheer, dance and be a hard core athlete during the day... Trust me, you would NOT believe how strong I have become! When I run, dance, stretch, do motions and jumps I am very hard core.


and then I get to come home and be a soft little baby girl as I sleep. I get to warmly snuggle up with my bunnies as I sleep with the protection and safety knowing that I will be safe in the morning. As for my bedwetting, it is not nearly as bad as it once was yes, but still from time to time I do wake up a little wet.

It could always be worse. I have a boss who caught a stomach bug in Thailand and has had problems with messing since. So my bed wetting is a blessing in comparison.



When I wake up, I snuggle a bit more and get ready. Then when I am ready I am little miss hardcore athlete again.


I kind of like this contrast in my life. It is much more interesting than just living the same thing day and night!!

what do you think?

achoo

Oh dear
it looks like I am coming down with a cold.

Last time I had a cold it wasn't really so bad, since I was getting in shape. I expect this cold to be pretty easy to take care off as well!

At least I have a little extra warmth in my diaper to make my sleeping a bit more comfortable. Diapering up is nice, when you are feeling a little under the weather.

ok, time to get some orange juice!

2 years ago

Funny it has already been 2 years!

2 years since I started waking up a little wet in the morning...

and to think it will soon be my 2nd birthday since being, reborn to say the least.

I guess since I have been working out, my wetting hasn't been so bad. I got stronger, all over.

I have cheerleader legs now! 100% muscle! My hips are all gone and have been replaced by muscle! I go to the gym and have an amazing leg press which is unheard of for a girl.. like over 200 pounds! I can jump too, doing plyometrics and explosive weight lifting has increased my vertical.

When I hit a cheer jump, and it is nice, hight, and I land beautifully, it feels so awesome.

and yet I come home every night, and diaper up and and softly snuggly up with my bunnies as I sleep.

Before I sleep I play though many scenes of my little story, some happy some sad...

It is nice :)

and now that it is cold, I am sleeping well, and I may be waking up wet yet again. Better safe than sorry...

of corse I have been sleeping "better safe than sorry" for so long now, I can't even remember what it is like to not be diapered as I sleep anymore. odd... but could be worse i suppose

progress

wow! my life is really progressing in a positive direction.

I had the time of my life when I was in America

I know which city I want to live in (despite the costs, I want to make it true)

I am much stronger and more flexible than ever before

My dreams are coming true, slowly but surely!!

and with that... I still find myself dressed like an infant as I sleep. a result of a weak little bladder...

and you know I really don't mind at all. I am too positive and in a constant positive state of being I can see the good in everything. I think that is why I adapted to my situation so well.

Even though I am loosing one of my jobs, I am taking advantage of my newfound free time by working out and bettering myself in one way or other!

and I really hope that all of you can do the same...


I am also glad I found my sport too :)

back into the swing of things

well I am finally getting over my jet lag and back into the swing of things.

on one hand, it is kind of sad because I really want to be back in America...

But I have my bunnies, and my dreams... and that is what is keeping me going.

I have decided to which direction to take my story... the unpopular unrealistic direction, and the reason is I want to know how she.. or I would react in such a situation. I know it is not going to be positive. Most ABDL themed stories have this positive heavenly view of being forced into this situation...

It is going to be hard for me to write this, and it may take a long long time... but I think I need to explore the unrealistic...

does that make sense?

the main character is such a reflection of myself... i just need to do it for me...

but the end, the end should be happy

I am back

Hey everybody

I was gone in America for the past few weeks, and I didn't even get a chance to check my blog or anything like that. Sorry for not writing.

I DID get a chance to use the famous bambino diapers that all the diaper lovers rave about. Personally I am used to my japanese style cloth diapers, so going to a plastic back disposable diaper was odd for me. They were a little bit odd for me to sleep in. They felt really thin and ... well odd

Perhaps if I needed diapers 24/7 I would use them, but for light bedwetting like me, what I have now is still the best. Maybe it is just because this is what I am used to.

But at least I tried.

I had a wonderful vacation. It was nice to see my friends and family again... and I made a lot of new friends as well.


And I am MUCH more cheerful now :) I did try cheerleading and loved every second of it. I would love to find a coach here in Japan to help me out even more.

I also found my old stuffed bunnies from a few years ago... and I bought a new bunny to bring back with me! So my bed is full of bunnies, like always

So yeah! I am back!!

going back...

Hey,
I am going back to America really soon!! Oh I am soooo excited!!

Don't you love it...

Ahhh the weather is starting to cool down... which means I can wear my pajamas again!

I have really fallen in love with that feeling of being all diapered up under your jammies!

It makes me feel so... so snugglish! Thats a good word to describe it. Snugglish!


And snuggling with my bunny as I sleep... It is kind of magical, wouldn't you say?

Last night all my dream were just awesome too! then waking up... well that felt wonderful too...

Well byebye for now... have a snuggish day!

Traveling home

Yeah!! I will be traveling home to see my friends and family really soon

I am really looking forward to leaving Japan this time... and to think, the next time I leave Japan it will be FOR GOOD.

I am getting tired of living here, even though I do like Japanese style cloth diapers. That is NOT a reason for me to stay here. All my friends and family back in the states are living their live, and I am stuck here doing nothing, really. I hate being so far away from everybody... and not being a part of their lives.

So I have decided to move back to America as soon as possible.

I don't know how or what is going to happen, but I think it will be good.

This time will just be a few weeks, next time I will be home!

cooler weather

ahhhhh yeah! The weather has finally decided to become a touch cooler during that night! I can sleep SO MUCH BETTER now that is not hot and humid all night.

Lately I am reminded of how nice it is to wake up diapered as well. While I still like the feeling of falling asleep diapered more than waking up such, there still is a certain degree of peace to it. If I wet, and now that it is cooler and I am sleeping better I sometimes do, or if I am dry, it doesn't really matter.

The peaceful feeling of it all is magical!

my story

Ok so I have been taking a bit of time here and there working on my story. I think I mentioned it a while back.

Here is the rundown of the story

Well the main character is really rather strong. She had a normal childhood until her mom went crazy (this is NOTHING like my mom) and took all her childhood toys away from her. She loved her bunnies a lot, but all but one was taken away when her mom snapped. She was also pulled out of her ballet and gymnastics classes and basically had everything she loved taken away from her. She continued to be a normal child as much as she could with the help of her best friend.

Fast forward a few years to when she is in high school. She makes cheer, despite her mother's objections (her father supports her though). Her mom was ivy-leauge plans for her, which she does not want to do. Cheer is the one positive thing in her life and makes her a very very warm, open hearted, positive person.. despite her upbringing. She can be the most loyal friend, and can cheer anybody up... anybody but mother and a couple of snobby, envious cheerleaders on the squad.

There is a girl at her school who nobody really knows anything about. This girl is kind of weak, and is bullied by other students. She is called a dyke all the times, and generally has a rough time.

This is where our little main character's strength comes out. She decided to try to befriend this abused student in an attempt to end the abuse (and to make a new friend). Well this sets off a chain of events which leads to her thinking about her sexuality for the first time (she has never really thought about it before)..

and this is the crossroads. Now I can continue the story in two different ways. One was can be a self-discovery story based off her sexuality (or lack there of, I don't know anything about sexuality myself so it is tough for me to write about it) and relationship with her friend... in which the story can be read by most anybody.

Or I can take it down the original path I intended to take it. Basically her relationship leads to a big 'accident.' Her best friend gets seriously injured. Although she herself is ok, she is forced to go to the hospital... But she doesn't end up in the hospital. Rather she ends up being kidnapped and it turns out the whole accident which nearly killed her friend was a set up just to get her. She ends up being put back into diapers and reunited with her long lost bunnies. I don't think she would love the diapers as much as I do personally... She is going to go through most of it without really knowing what is going on to her.

But unlike an ABDL story, the diapers are not so much the main focus. Her strength and trust in her friends to help her out will be more important. Plus her desire to continue her love for cheer will open a path for her freedom.




I still think my original path would be more dramatic, but it seems a little less real. I think though getting her OUT of the situation is very important. a typical ABDL story would put the characters into diapers and all is happy after that. But I want her to find a way out because it will make her stronger. It will also open up a larger path that will finally heal her past wounds and give her an amazing future.

I wonder if i can finish this... should i go for it? even if i just write it for a few eyes

Running, working out, sleeping, on my

So as you know, lately I have been really really working out. This is crazy! My body has become so strong, and my belly has become so tiny in the past few months. Next year at this time is going to be super crazy. I think I could easily go a size down in diapers because of this.

But there is a problem I suppose. I work out late at night, and I end my stretching. The stretching feels so good, that I have been tending to fall asleep on the floor right after my final stretch! I woke up at 5:00AM with my lights on, computer running and music playing!! I fell asleep after my last stretch, and I was wearing my stinky gym clothes!!

I fell asleep before i could diaper myself up!!


Thank god I didn't wet myself, if I had it would have been a nasty little mess to clean up

I have got to be more careful

and nope, the summer is STILL not ending...

diapers among other things.

You know, Adrian has a point in her last blog. The problem with the AB/DL community is is toooo focused on just diapers. You cant go there to make friends, unless all you talk about is diapers.

I am a (now occasional) bed wetter who love sleeping in her diapers a lot. I can't imagine NOT sleeping in diapers because I find the whole thing to be so relaxing and perfect for falling asleep. I enjoy being a playful little AB who loves her plushie bunnies to death.

My good friends all know, and none of them has ever been nothing but 100% supportive of me. But I rarely talk diapers with them. We always have so many other things to talk about! In fact I pester my friends with my cheerleading more than anything. I force my friends to chant with me too! To me, even doing simple chants makes me super happy, maybe more so than my diapers... well it is hard to say. it is an apples/oranges comparison. Running will make me happy, Dancing is awesome... bunnies are cute... bunnies are amazingly cute! I love love bunnies!!

gee there are so many things I love.

But I started this blog just so that I can have a place to talk about my bedwetting and diapers without constantly bothering my friends about it. They all know my blog, and they can read it if they want to. However, I don't want to make diapers the only think I talk about with my friends, or I will loose my friends.

and I am glad that my blog is pretty quiet, without much of a following. I would not like it if i got a lot of nasty comments from DLs who would want me to post pictures, or ask me when I wet... I just don't like that.

anyway, it is late at night and my bunnies are telling me sleep sleep sleep. I am all ready too.. so I had better head off

nighty night!