hi hi! Aimee here!!

I am soooo sorry I haven't posted anything in a while. I have been really focusing on getting some awesome goals! I still have a lot to do, so I have to work hard

I have been loosing inches off my belly... and it has been making my nightly diapers fit a little bigger, thus making me feel like a smaller baby! My bunnies are super happy!

However I have a little problem... the HEAT. it is HOT this year, and I can't sleep with any covers on whatsoever. I am basically sleeping only in my diaper and that is it. It is SO HOT here!!

does anybody know how to beat the heat while diapered??? if so, i need some advice.

anyway I have to continue working :( sorry

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I have just been so happy lately I cant even begin to express it! Everything is going great!!

I have been on a total rush of happy energy this past week, I cant even contain myself!!

At night, I snuggle up with my bunnies, and in my diapers. Durring the day I am just a little smily peppy powerhouse!

Ahhh
Life is great!

I hope it is great for you too!

Summer...

Lately I haven't been sleeping to long. With all the running and training I have been doing, you would think I would sleep like a rock. Well you are right. Once I diaper up, snuggle my bunny and go to bed, I sleep like a baby (my favorite way to sleep) But the sun just comes up so early, and there is no daylight savings time in japan. So I have been waking up at strange hours.

And the fact that It is hot has kind of caused me to stop bedwetting. I haven't really wet for a while now, because i don't really have too much to go out in the morning. I drink a lot of water yet I still feel dehydrated. So my little weak bladder can keep what I have.

I guess that is this summer for me. I need to keep really hydrated and keep my health up! So I guess I should be happy.

But waking up wet makes me feel babyish, and I am kind of missing the feeling now

oh well, at least I am still diapered up!

It is not very very hot!!
oh and sleeping in a diaper, that makes it even HOTTER. My bunnies are all bleh, and nobody can sleep well.

Does anybody have any tips for sleeping well in the summer?

Funny I have been really working out and it does knock me out, but I wake up early.

but it seems my diapers are getting a little bit bigger, since I am getting a little bit smaller...

anyway, I hope you have a nice day

To Nasty Blind

I am sorry, I seemed to have lost your last comment. So I will make a post for you.

I am very sorry to hear about the murder of your yoga guru. That is a terrible thing to do to ANYBODY. I hope you are doing ok.

I am of course glad to be of service. Being positive, even in times like this, is so important, despite the difficulty of keeping your sanity.

good luck! I will always be cheering for you

dont stop me now

This so is just toooooooooooo cool beyond words

Even though I am diapered, I am happy and am NOT going to stop doing the things I love in life.

Too many people are ashamed of themselves and go hide in a box! NOT ME!


anyway, this is just a great happy song... and I am totally going to have to make a cheer routine to this one day...



yeah, so anyway, this song would make a great song to do a cheer dance too... so yeah, writing my story got me thinking a lot about this lately. Why do I start cheerleading? I have always wanted to cheer, dance, tumble, fly...

In high school I couldn't do it because 1) I was too depressed. 2) I was too tall. 3) I was too fat. 4) I was too this 5) I was too that. Most of it was mental.. yeah

that and I HATED the snobby attitude that is often associated with them. I still do. I dont like snobbiness at all. But my friend was a cheerleader in HS and always talked about it.

I have never cheered, for I was (and always will be) a band geek, but I have always wanted to do it. So when I was running the other day, I kicked my leg up into the air to the 4th or 5th step of the monkey bar ladder in the park, it was EASY for me. I was surprised at how flexible I have gotten in the past few months. I realized that I could learn some simple dances and routines. In a few more months I will be able to do the splits if I really work at it.

So I decided to once again defy all odds and learn cheerleading even though I am much too old to start (bleh to that!!!)
I am going to practice some dances and cheers on my own, practice stretching, kicking and jumping. If i am doing good enough I may even start and adult gymnastics classa and see if I can get some flipping going (that would be really awesome). Right now I am just going to do it myself and learn to do as much as I can. I may even one day try out for an adult squad (there are 2 that I know of).

The thing is this has always been a dream of mine, and I am going to do it.

and trust me, finally seeing this as a real possibility in my life is just AWESOME

story

Wow

this is amazing. I managed to get 4000 words done in this story of mine. I finished 4 chapters and I am not nearly done! Maybe the diapers will come around chapter 6 or 7?

but this story of mine is much more deeper than just wearing diapers, or a situation of being put into diapers. Granted that is what happens... but I thought it through to the very end and there are some really good deep issues that come out of this

wow the characters are so real. I have never written such real characters in my life. Mostly because I am the main character in more than one way. She is very very much a real part of me.

But there are some surprises. The mother character.. where did she come from. My mother was NOTHING like this mother.

I have played out the story already time and time again. Basically it is about a 16 year old cheerleader with a troubled past and a terrible reality. Despite this she remains determined and optimistic and cheers her heart out. Something happens and she finds herself in diapers and getting the full baby treatment. But it goes much much beyond this.

I can't begin posting chapters until it is done!!

stories

So I read through the story that nasty blind told me about... this one here

http://www.foxtalestimes.com/Stories/home.htm

well it was a nice little story, and it really got me feeling warm and snuggly as I diapered up last night. But I have been thinking of my own story. I have had a few diaper related stories going around in my head, but it is the big one that is often the best. The problem is, it would be rather long if I were to write it out. I am thinking of something near 80 pages...

that is just the way I am I suppose

perhaps I should just write it out and post out parts on my blog here for you to read.

I do know the diapers wouldn't even be introduced until at least chapter 3-4

what do you think? should i do it

Vacation

Sorry I haven't been writing the past few days. The truth is I had my first vacation in over a year, and the second vacation I have had since I stared bed wetting. You know, just because i need diapers to sleep doesn't mean I am going to shy myself away from a good time.


Every year, my music teacher has a music camp out in the woods by a lake. Although the cabin is pretty roomy, there are always a lot of people, and I always end up with a roommate. Last year there were 2 other girls in the same room as me, and I really really needed a diaper to sleep. It was during the time when my bed wetting was pretty bad, and I did wet myself that night. I did manage to get my diaper on and off without anybody really finding out. It was quite an adventure, but I suppose I could have talked to my roomies about it, but it really wasn't necessary. I managed to make it not necessary!

This year I had it easy! I was the only girl at the camp... thus I had a room to myself! So my bunnies (of course they came with me... at least 4 of them did) and slept very comfortably and without worry. It made the idea of sleeping in a room other than my own a bit better. However, I did make it through last year ok, and I was more than prepared to explain my situation if it was needed.

next month I will also have a weekend trip with my friend. We will be in a hotel room together, and I will, without reservation, wear my nursery diapers (well all my diapers an diaper covers haver nursery patterns, but that is beside the point) and snuggle up with my bunnies as i sleep. My friend already knows I am a bed wetter and she encouraged me to go back into diapers, so she is totally ok with it.

I think in general if you need diapers, people are ok with it. So if you are a bed wetter, you don't really need to let your diapers get in the way of having fun!