you tube videos..

So I watched a few videos on youtube about some AB girls...

I did find some somewhat tasteful videos, well as tasteful as tv talk shows can be...

It was interesting about how I related to some of the girls I saw. Well first of all I am thinner than the girls I have seen :) I guess that IS a plus in my favor. I mean, I AM training to run a full marathon... But that aside.

I could really relate to the emotional connection and stress relief of wearing diapers. Wearing diapers and being a baby, for me, is a great little joy I look forward to each and every day.

I do act like a kid in a way, but i am not as childish as some of the girls in the video. I can never "have a daddy" or "draw on the wall" or things like that. I do snuggly with my bunnies, and I keep them close to my heart. But I am not interested in baby characters or baby TV shows. I could never be one of those adult babies surrounding themselves with characters geared towards toddlers. I don't find baby toys all that amusing, with the exception of my bunnies. I do LOVE stuffed animals, have pink jammies, love to draw pictures ..

and I occasionally use my pacifier, when my bunny feels the need to give it to me.

I am my own sweet little baby, and I have no interest in being naughty and the idea of being spanked is sooooooo strange to me.

I am just sweet and cute little sugar and spice, everything nice girl. I think that is also why I love things like lolita fashion... They have some of the most prettiest dresses you have ever seen, and it is an AB's dream... and I wear them out in public all the time.. heck I even wear them at work from time to time. My company encourages people to do things like that to help with the line of work I am in (I don't want to say to protect my privacy)

So I guess I am an adult baby in my own little special way that is perfect for ME

now I got to get into the shower so I can get into my diapers and draw a picture with my bunny

Answer to my question

Well here is my answer to my question!
I guess it is hard to answer, asking it is like asking which do you like better, ice cream or chocolate.

but I guess I would have to say I like falling asleep in my diaper just a touch bit more than waking up. Now waking up in a diaper is a great way to start the day, it is very satisfying, wet or dry... but falling asleep is what I have learned to love most about having to wear diapers to bed.

As I have mentioned before, diapers have really helped with a lifetime of onset insomnia. I fall asleep much easier since I started diapering up before going to bed. I also love the feeling and sent of a fresh diaper. A fresh diaper hasn't fully adjusted to your body yet and it is still really noticeable. I guess there is an excitement to it, but it isn't anything sexual... it is just pure joy. When I snuggle up with my bunny I just get so so happy. It is the perfect way for me to end my day

and with that, i am going to get some bunny snuggles and go to bed.

nighty night

which is better...

Which do you think is better?

Falling asleep while being all diapered up?

Waking up in a diaper (wet or dry)?



Both have their good points... I have my answer, what is yours?

a couple of long days...

well it has been a couple of long days for me. I have been out, and not coming home until late at night.

and there is nothing better than ending a long day than diapering up and snuggling with a bunny. It really makes all stress and bad feelings go away. I get a small peace in my heart when i am all diapered up, protected and ready for bed, and wearing a nice fresh diaper is heavenly.

ahhh so snuggly

now for some other news, i did draw a picture of myself. A very cute little picture of me, as a baby of course... and holding my bunny. My friends said it was really cute... and it is :) I am at a loss as to post it here on this blog. On one hand I want to share it, but on the other hand I do want to protect my privacy as much as possible. I guess that is one reason why I don't like to post pictures or drawings... I guess most people who read my blog won't do anything that to hurt me. But there are a few bad apples in the diapered community who may take my pictures... and find out more about me

maybe I am worrying too much.. but I do have to keep myself safe. My bunny would rather have a safe little girl to look after.

waking up in damp diapers

Well it is now getting warmer here... and that means I am waking up in damper diapers. Mostly because it is getting hot and wearing diapers doesn't do much to cool you down at night. that IS true.

Also I have been running a lot lately. I am on a marathon training schedule because I would like to run a full 42k, 26 mile marathon in one year. I am now up to about 10 K...

One thing I have noticed about running is that I have to go to the bathroom a lot more than normal. As I run and burn fat, my body cleans itself of all the nasty things inside... and thus I am going a lot more often at night...

Hence I wake up in damp diapers as of late. Do to both the heat and my weak little bladder..


funny, I have been sleeping in diapers for a year and a half now... and I still look forward to it every night. I guess that is better for hating myself for it.

I know a person who just started wearing them after getting a strange stomach flu... he is miserable with them.. But I try to stay happy and positive :) you should too

Oh dear, I forgot

Oh dear! I have forgotten to post lately. I still have yet to spend the money on buying some diapers... so I don't have much to say about them at this time!

But I am still here :) bunnies and all!

Now I should try...

Well, A kind reader now living in Japan has given me some suggestions for some brands of adult diapers to try. I have no big need to try since my wetting is usually at night, and I have had great success with my cloth diapers. But I guess there are some times when I just don't want to do laundry...

I have no physical need to wear diapers during the day, but there are some times I wouldn't mind it...

Anyway, I have decided to try... It may take some time (aka, wait until pay day) but we'll see.

I will let you know what I think when I get them

Where i get my diapers

Ok, I had a comment from tony which led me to a great idea for a post. He asked where I get my japanese diaper covers. Because they ARE cute. Well Lucky for me, I started bed wetting in Japan, where I do have access to some really cute diapers to make feel like a sweet little baby as I snuggle my bunny and sleep. I was really surprised :)

anyway, I order my diapers here:

http://www.omutsu.co.jp/

There are a few other places to get them, but the sites are so awfully designed, I can't even order off them. O&P is easy to order from... IF you can order in Japanese that is

The disadvantage of o&p is that you need to speak japanese, and you need a japanese bank account to pay. Also they only ship in Japan, but I am sure you can use a special shipping service.

Anyway, they have a variety of different designs they make, and you get to choose which fabric they have. They also have a lot of options you can choose.. add lace, ruffles, little ties. I like the little hip ties the have stared to add because they are cute. The diapers covers are lined with a super soft plastic. I think they changed the plastic they use. Now it is a million times softer than before! It is pretty snuggly.

I have never had a problem with anything I have ordered from them : ) It has all turned out very cute

Now as for the diapers... I buy the fabric from baby stores or off amazon.jp. If you search for 布オムツ (nuno omutu = cloth diaper) you will find this type of cloth http://bit.ly/ddfisT
or even http://bit.ly/d8tAnx which are the diapers I use!! They have BUNNIES! and you can tell they are 34x70 cm. If you combine 10 or 12 of them they work really well for an adult. That is what I have been doing, and I have been happily sleeping since! They have done a wonderful job of keeping my bed dry for my bunnies.