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Thursday, October 28, 2010

back into the swing of things

well I am finally getting over my jet lag and back into the swing of things.

on one hand, it is kind of sad because I really want to be back in America...

But I have my bunnies, and my dreams... and that is what is keeping me going.

I have decided to which direction to take my story... the unpopular unrealistic direction, and the reason is I want to know how she.. or I would react in such a situation. I know it is not going to be positive. Most ABDL themed stories have this positive heavenly view of being forced into this situation...

It is going to be hard for me to write this, and it may take a long long time... but I think I need to explore the unrealistic...

does that make sense?

the main character is such a reflection of myself... i just need to do it for me...

but the end, the end should be happy

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

I am back

Hey everybody

I was gone in America for the past few weeks, and I didn't even get a chance to check my blog or anything like that. Sorry for not writing.

I DID get a chance to use the famous bambino diapers that all the diaper lovers rave about. Personally I am used to my japanese style cloth diapers, so going to a plastic back disposable diaper was odd for me. They were a little bit odd for me to sleep in. They felt really thin and ... well odd

Perhaps if I needed diapers 24/7 I would use them, but for light bedwetting like me, what I have now is still the best. Maybe it is just because this is what I am used to.

But at least I tried.

I had a wonderful vacation. It was nice to see my friends and family again... and I made a lot of new friends as well.


And I am MUCH more cheerful now :) I did try cheerleading and loved every second of it. I would love to find a coach here in Japan to help me out even more.

I also found my old stuffed bunnies from a few years ago... and I bought a new bunny to bring back with me! So my bed is full of bunnies, like always

So yeah! I am back!!

Saturday, October 2, 2010

going back...

Hey,
I am going back to America really soon!! Oh I am soooo excited!!