hardcore during the day, soft and snuggly at night

oh, it is getting chilly here
luckily my cold is not so bad. I guess being in the best shape I have ever been helps A LOT. If I wasn't in shape I would be feeling miserable. But I am ok.

So I get to practice cheer, dance and be a hard core athlete during the day... Trust me, you would NOT believe how strong I have become! When I run, dance, stretch, do motions and jumps I am very hard core.


and then I get to come home and be a soft little baby girl as I sleep. I get to warmly snuggle up with my bunnies as I sleep with the protection and safety knowing that I will be safe in the morning. As for my bedwetting, it is not nearly as bad as it once was yes, but still from time to time I do wake up a little wet.

It could always be worse. I have a boss who caught a stomach bug in Thailand and has had problems with messing since. So my bed wetting is a blessing in comparison.



When I wake up, I snuggle a bit more and get ready. Then when I am ready I am little miss hardcore athlete again.


I kind of like this contrast in my life. It is much more interesting than just living the same thing day and night!!

what do you think?

achoo

Oh dear
it looks like I am coming down with a cold.

Last time I had a cold it wasn't really so bad, since I was getting in shape. I expect this cold to be pretty easy to take care off as well!

At least I have a little extra warmth in my diaper to make my sleeping a bit more comfortable. Diapering up is nice, when you are feeling a little under the weather.

ok, time to get some orange juice!

2 years ago

Funny it has already been 2 years!

2 years since I started waking up a little wet in the morning...

and to think it will soon be my 2nd birthday since being, reborn to say the least.

I guess since I have been working out, my wetting hasn't been so bad. I got stronger, all over.

I have cheerleader legs now! 100% muscle! My hips are all gone and have been replaced by muscle! I go to the gym and have an amazing leg press which is unheard of for a girl.. like over 200 pounds! I can jump too, doing plyometrics and explosive weight lifting has increased my vertical.

When I hit a cheer jump, and it is nice, hight, and I land beautifully, it feels so awesome.

and yet I come home every night, and diaper up and and softly snuggly up with my bunnies as I sleep.

Before I sleep I play though many scenes of my little story, some happy some sad...

It is nice :)

and now that it is cold, I am sleeping well, and I may be waking up wet yet again. Better safe than sorry...

of corse I have been sleeping "better safe than sorry" for so long now, I can't even remember what it is like to not be diapered as I sleep anymore. odd... but could be worse i suppose

progress

wow! my life is really progressing in a positive direction.

I had the time of my life when I was in America

I know which city I want to live in (despite the costs, I want to make it true)

I am much stronger and more flexible than ever before

My dreams are coming true, slowly but surely!!

and with that... I still find myself dressed like an infant as I sleep. a result of a weak little bladder...

and you know I really don't mind at all. I am too positive and in a constant positive state of being I can see the good in everything. I think that is why I adapted to my situation so well.

Even though I am loosing one of my jobs, I am taking advantage of my newfound free time by working out and bettering myself in one way or other!

and I really hope that all of you can do the same...


I am also glad I found my sport too :)

back into the swing of things

well I am finally getting over my jet lag and back into the swing of things.

on one hand, it is kind of sad because I really want to be back in America...

But I have my bunnies, and my dreams... and that is what is keeping me going.

I have decided to which direction to take my story... the unpopular unrealistic direction, and the reason is I want to know how she.. or I would react in such a situation. I know it is not going to be positive. Most ABDL themed stories have this positive heavenly view of being forced into this situation...

It is going to be hard for me to write this, and it may take a long long time... but I think I need to explore the unrealistic...

does that make sense?

the main character is such a reflection of myself... i just need to do it for me...

but the end, the end should be happy

I am back

Hey everybody

I was gone in America for the past few weeks, and I didn't even get a chance to check my blog or anything like that. Sorry for not writing.

I DID get a chance to use the famous bambino diapers that all the diaper lovers rave about. Personally I am used to my japanese style cloth diapers, so going to a plastic back disposable diaper was odd for me. They were a little bit odd for me to sleep in. They felt really thin and ... well odd

Perhaps if I needed diapers 24/7 I would use them, but for light bedwetting like me, what I have now is still the best. Maybe it is just because this is what I am used to.

But at least I tried.

I had a wonderful vacation. It was nice to see my friends and family again... and I made a lot of new friends as well.


And I am MUCH more cheerful now :) I did try cheerleading and loved every second of it. I would love to find a coach here in Japan to help me out even more.

I also found my old stuffed bunnies from a few years ago... and I bought a new bunny to bring back with me! So my bed is full of bunnies, like always

So yeah! I am back!!

going back...

Hey,
I am going back to America really soon!! Oh I am soooo excited!!