Pages

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

it is so hot

it is so so so so hot here around Tokyo. The temperatures are up in the high 90s, plus we get reflected heat from all the pavement. But that is not the worse of it. It is hot so everybody uses their air conditioner, which in turns produces MORE heat. All that air-conditioned heat from tokyo moves to where I live and dumps down. So it ends up being well over 100 degrees plus high humidity... I cant really don't like it.

it is so hard to get a good nights sleep. It is hard to fall asleep even with my bunnies and diapers (which I need to fall asleep anymore) Then I wake up really really early and cant get back to sleep.

This year is really hard, but I am still fighting and pushing forward! I still managed to keep on working out and doing what I need to do to meet my goal.

Hopefully it will cool down soon though

Monday, August 16, 2010

I went on vacation

Hi everybody. It is sooooo hot this time in Japan so I took a little vacation just to escape the heat. Went someplace cool.

I had to stay in a hotel with my friend... and this was perhaps the first time I have ever been diapered in the same room with another person, and the other person knew all about it.

In fact, she is my friend who really supported me 110% and really encouraged me when I told her that I wanted to wear diapers to deal with my leaky bladder. She even supported my decision to make my diaper-wearing as babyish as possible...

The first night was ok. But the second night I ended up drinking too much (thanks to my friend who kept on ordering me drinks) The night before I went to bed I told her that I was worried about really wetting myself... she said that I was a baby and if it happens I would be OK. So yeah, I did wake up wet on the second day. It was the first time in a while I woke up wet too. I guess my biggest worry was making sure the smell didn't spread throughout the day. A lot of powder helped keep the smell down... and the fact that I didn't wet TOO badly helped as well.

Anyway, It was nice to escape the heat for a few days. I am looking forward to going to the USA in the fall!

Friday, August 6, 2010

Thanks Nasty

Hi hi!
wow Nasty, Thank you for all 11 of your comments! I don't have the time to reply to them all, but I am really happy to read them all.

I do have some news for you! I started yoga myself too!

gee I haven't been writing much in my story lately... I have been working out!!

Maybe i should start, but for now I need to sleep!

thanks again

Monday, August 2, 2010

dreams

Hi hi
Aimee here! You know I have been working really really hard on making my dreams come true

Most people are supportive of me and push me to go further

Sometimes I do get nasty criticism. In fact yesterday my cowokers told me that there is NO WAY I can do what I want to do.

so what did I do?

Did I cry? NO

Did I feel bad? NO (in fact, I kept on smiling)

I took the bad criticism and used it as an reason to push myself even harder.

So when people say bad things about you, prove to them that they are WRONG! Show them that you can do it!

good luck

Aimee

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

hi hi! Aimee here!!

I am soooo sorry I haven't posted anything in a while. I have been really focusing on getting some awesome goals! I still have a lot to do, so I have to work hard

I have been loosing inches off my belly... and it has been making my nightly diapers fit a little bigger, thus making me feel like a smaller baby! My bunnies are super happy!

However I have a little problem... the HEAT. it is HOT this year, and I can't sleep with any covers on whatsoever. I am basically sleeping only in my diaper and that is it. It is SO HOT here!!

does anybody know how to beat the heat while diapered??? if so, i need some advice.

anyway I have to continue working :( sorry

Thursday, July 15, 2010

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I have just been so happy lately I cant even begin to express it! Everything is going great!!

I have been on a total rush of happy energy this past week, I cant even contain myself!!

At night, I snuggle up with my bunnies, and in my diapers. Durring the day I am just a little smily peppy powerhouse!

Ahhh
Life is great!

I hope it is great for you too!

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Summer...

Lately I haven't been sleeping to long. With all the running and training I have been doing, you would think I would sleep like a rock. Well you are right. Once I diaper up, snuggle my bunny and go to bed, I sleep like a baby (my favorite way to sleep) But the sun just comes up so early, and there is no daylight savings time in japan. So I have been waking up at strange hours.

And the fact that It is hot has kind of caused me to stop bedwetting. I haven't really wet for a while now, because i don't really have too much to go out in the morning. I drink a lot of water yet I still feel dehydrated. So my little weak bladder can keep what I have.

I guess that is this summer for me. I need to keep really hydrated and keep my health up! So I guess I should be happy.

But waking up wet makes me feel babyish, and I am kind of missing the feeling now

oh well, at least I am still diapered up!