Well i heard that they think this tokyo heat wave will continue until october!! so that is one more month of 95~100 degree weather for me! Oh yucky! I want to move back to the top of the cool mountains where I came from!!
In fact I have decided that this should be my last year in Japan. I like it, yes, but I have no reason to stay... and I have a big reason to go to California. I am thinking around San Francisco would be nice for me. There are some japanese places so I wouldn't feel too sad. That and it is cool all year around!
Sleeping has been tough in this heat, especially where you are diapered! I sleep on TOP of my bed and cover myself up with a light baby blanket (with a bunny on it) and I snuggle my bunnies and try to sleep. It has been hard, but i do my best.
well time for me to get moving this morning. I do some sort of working out every day! Yesterday I found some great ab work outs which I need specifically for my dream! They are hard, but will get better in a few week!
just keep at it, and you will get better
Greetings. I have tons more bunny vids if you want to see any, but you apparently have a life and might be busy, so I only sent one. October, that's nuts! I'd leave too if that was what I was hearing, can't stand this heat. We are back in summer swelter, had the AC on today for the first time in over a week most likely. Baby blanket is probably good, since most of those are made of soft material that probably doesn't keep the skin wet and clammy. My only concern would be bugs eating me alive, if I were in your shoes. Bugs LOVE me, and I have dozens of swollen bites and scabs from old ones all over my arms and legs. The drought around here has left stagnant pools of water everywhere, even causing the creek to virtually stop flowing, so the mosquitos are breeding and swarming like flies to the feast, and since the bats have mostly all died of white nose they can't help either. Maybe the bugs aren't so bad in the cities. Well, not the mosquitos anyway... Whatever you do, I sincerely hope it works out (pun intended) to your benefit. best of luck with your new routine, hope it does what you want it to do. New routines are hard, but you also don't want them to be easy, because if they are easy they won't do as much good as they could be doing for you. It's a fine line, one I often have trouble with, being a masochist among masochists. Speaking of exercise, I ate a small (it was still rather large) marshmallow Sundae earlier today. I haven't had one of those since I was a kid, probably the early 1990's. Anyway, I had it with peanut butter iced cream, so it tasted like fluffer nnutter, a sandwich spread I used to LOVE when I was a kid and still do, though I haven't had it in years. Fluffer nutter, goober grape and nutella are three of my favorite sandwich spreads, home made jelly and jam of any kind taking first place even above those. Anyway, best of luck this weekend. I will be formally certified in Integral Yoga on Saturday, so can't wait for that. Have a great day, and stay cool if you can.
ReplyDeleteGreetings. There's a new post on I Heart Diapers, the first one in 18 days! It's mostly about her friend Kay and the idiots who drove her away from this lovely community, bloody people. Why is it that males in the AB/DL community choose to treat females in the community like living breathing sex organs? Men in general are bad enough, but they seem to be particularly unevolved and brutish in the AB/DL community. many a female has been driven away by them, and has run in fear from perfectly nice males simply because they were afraid, with good reason, that the male is nothing more than a predator. I hate that females have to feel like prey, that so many of them feel alone and isolated because of their male counterparts, at least the vocal and highly sexual minority who plague them unceasingly. No wonder so many of them are lesbian, or asexual altogether. No wonder they band together in private groups where they have to protect themselves from any newcomers, no matter who they may be. It's a bloody shame, that's all I have to say. On the bright side, I received a long awaited book today, The Sounds of Star Wars by J. W. Rinzler. It has a sound module attached that plays over 250 sound effects and phrases from all six films and The Clone Wars animated series. I can recognize and point out probably 245 out of 250, whatever the number is, such a geek, dork and nerd am I, but it makes me proud. The sound quality is good, and I will give it a positive review when I have more time to write it. I just CAN'T WAIT until I can find someone to read all 350 pages of it to me! Anyway, stay cool if you can, and have a fabulous day.
ReplyDeleteNasty: well congrats on being certified in yoga! I am still working on my stretches for my cheering. Oh I am having so much fun with this I can't even begin to say.
ReplyDeleteAs for girls, well as an asexual lesbian myself (yes I am both) I don't feel like it was predatory men that made me this way. Granted I have had my share of predators... hence all the strange comments I got on my japanese diaper blog. I just kind of always knew I would end up with a girl... and the idea of having sex with another person just isn't comprehendible in the least. I am born like this, with or without my need for diapers.
Greetings. I am certified in Sudharma yoga already, so this will give me the chance to be certified in Integral yoga as well, which will expand the horizons in which I can operate. Anyway, it's fabulous to see you so happy and cheerful, wish everyone could be like that. As for being asexual, in that respect you have my deepest envy. It seems so much easier and less complicated not to have to worry about that aspect of ones life, and I only wish I had never developed any such interests or desires. Physical intimacy seems utterly pointless to me without a deep and intimate emotional bond and connection, something with which I am utterly horrid to say the least. . It also brings problems associated with stereotyping, objectification, fetishization and a phenomenon that I call sexual incontinence. It stems from another term I coined years ago, emotional incontinence, and involves an inability or unwillingness to control that aspect of ones existence. Most people are fairly incontinent when it comes to sexuality, and this bothers me a great deal. They have, through lack of ability and/or choice, no control over their urges, desires, and actions. This causes untold pain and suffering to myriad people, and has a hugely negative impact on this facet of life in general. Living without it altogether seems so much easier, but for most of us it is a built-in, deeply ingrained longing that dates back to our evolutionary beginnings, and which is impossible to eliminate, or in some cases ignore. Anyway, the point is, I firmly believe that you have the better end of the bargain. Have a fabulous day, and stay cool.
ReplyDeleteYou are right, people are incontinent when it comes to sexuality... but me, I have never known what it is like... for me it is no big deal!
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