A lot of AB/DL's like to fantasize about being in diapers 24/7. While I am an AB bed-wetter, and I sleep in diapers, I often wonder if I can be in diapers 24/7. I know better enough to be careful of what you wish for because you just might get it.
I suppose that maybe I will try it for fun around the new moon (when I strongly feel the need to be a little baby anyway), but If it ever came to the point where I needed diapers 24/7 I wonder if i could keep the same feeling of happiness i have with them as I have now?
Perhaps I could, since I tend to try to make the best of any situation. But I do know that realistically, it would be an emotional roller coster for quite a while. I suppose it would be like moving to a new country. At first you think it is great, then after about 3 months culture shock begins to set in. Culture shock is mostly accompanied my depression and feelings of loneliness, you also begin to hate things that you once liked. It takes about 3-6 months for culture shock to wear off, but sometimes people never get over it.
Culture shock comes in waves, a lot of ups and downs...
And I think that going into an all-diapered lifestyle would be very similar. Sure at first it would feel nice and happy, but then after a while you will get down. Then if you keep it up you will be happy again, followed by another depression.. and it would take a while before it becomes just a part of who you are.
Personally, I am content with wearing diapers at night. I see no problem in it at all, even though my bed wetting isn't too bad anymore. But I don't think I would be able be in diapers 24/7. at least not yet.
but perhaps I will try it... just for a few days at a time.
I don't know...
we'll see
Greetings. Wow, that was unexpected I must say. I'm curious as to what provoked an interest to wear 24/7, but not expecting an answer as it's really none of my bloody business. I tried it for three days, and it had its moments, but it was quite inconvenient to be forced to change in public settings. It sure has its thrills, but one must be prepared to risk leaks and changing in public places if intentions are to actually use them. I've never heard of anyone just wearing them for the sake of wearing without using them, but that would be much easier. Bitter Grey at Understanding Infantilism has a great journal about his experiences wearing for one month straight, and the ups and downs are definitely there. His site is www.understanding-infantilism.org I believe, could be wrong but it shouldn't be hard to find. You're right on about ups and downs in life, definitely true. I am fascinated by culture shock, as it's one of the things I studied during my university experience. I wasn't in Honduras either time long enough to experience it, but my friend went there for the summer and certainly felt it. My other best friend went to South Africa for the summer and had a similar experience. Finally, if I may ask, are you pleased that your enuresis has decreased in frequency? Anyway, whatever you decide to do, I wish you luck and the very best of experiences.
ReplyDeleteI was just rambling on a thought. I know a lot of AB's have a fantasy of being in diapers 24/7, and I was just responding to the idea. I have no plans to wear diapers 24/7 unless something happens to be which would require it.
ReplyDeleteI may try it one day, in the comfort of my own home and with my bunnies.
as for the decrease in frequency, my ab part of me ls kind of sad, my practical side of me is happy that she doesn't have to worry about laundry so much. It may come back, so i will continue to sleep in my diapers. But since I love sleeping in diapers, I am happy.
Greetings. Whatever works for you, it's all good from where I'm standing. I was also conflicted when things finally settled down for me, but I think it's
ReplyDeletefor the best. I am sick with rage. I don't feel like explaining it, so here's an Email I sent to some friends. It makes me laugh now, hope you enjoy.
Subject: Flies in my apple.
Greetings. Being the few people who have ever been graced with the joy these caramal and chocolate dipped apples bring, I figured you might possibly get
why I'm so pissed at this time. This evening, I pulled out the dark chocolate dipped apple I'd been saving for 9 days, for the perfect occasion. Somehow,
7 tiny little flies got into it, god only knows how since it was in the back of my fridge being chilled for that time, and were crawling on its heretofore
unblemished surface. My anger blazed forth like pure untarnished sunfire, the craving for vengeance far outstripping even my desire to consume part of
this gustatory splendor. Though I do not anger easily, the anger I feel, though seldom display, is unparalleled in its sheer size and fury, and nothing
in the universe has the power to assuage or dampen it. Tomorrow is official fly genocide day, every one spotted is every one dead. These bloody puking
thrice accursed god forsaken god damned idiotic hopeless pointless useless worthless heartless brainless unholy damnable mindless pieces of filth, every
single entity I see, will DIE DIE DIE! Regardless of karma, heedless of their purpose or designs, I shall exact such vengeance as I am able and far more,
and shall hold this debt forgiven only when every last filth bringing entity lies dead under the hand of my own just wrath. I am livid, absolutely LIVID,
and at this point my sole and single wish is to destroy every last organism capable of destroying such earthly pleasure. Not even a suitable replacement
would slake my thirst for their deaths, not even close. Even I do not possess any oaths strong enough to express the sheer rage I feel, and the bitter
hatred I bare like a mallet that smashes them into the dust of their ruin and destruction. I figured you of all people might have some idea of why I'm
so angry. If you hear loud banging sounds or explosions, it's probably me exacting some semblance of revenge and ridding the world of a few, devil willing
FAR MORE than a few, worthless flies. Curse them, damn them to the pits of the darkest netherworld! They would all die if I had anything to say about
it. Every last thrice accursed one of them. The ones on my screen have already tasted the first drops of sweet vengeance, but the dam has yet to be unleashed,
and the river has yet to flow forth. Tomorrow we shall see. Oh yes, we shall see indeed, as shall they... Right, off to bed. Have a pleasant day, and
may any flies that cross your path meet their just fate.
C.
PS. Next time, the bloody thing's going in the bloody freezer, just a shame because apples shouldn't have to be subjected to that. I'm half tempted to
scrape off the sweets, thoroughly wash the thing and eat it anyway, but it isn't worth the risk. DAMN THEM, DAMN THEM ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, I'm depressed as all hell, so came here figuring I'd try to get happy again. The archives are very useful for such purposes. Reading that rant
made me laugh like crazy, hope it makes you laugh too. The very best to you, and sorry for bothering you.
Loka samasta sukino bhavanthu.
May the entire universe be ever filled with peace and joy, love and light, health and happiness, fly spray and swatters. May every last fly finally meet
its long overdue demise. Now there's joy for you! If you ever get to the US east coast, Gertrude Hawk chocolates sells these apples and they're the best
thing in the whole bloody universe, at least in my opinion. If you like apples, caramel and chocolate, you'll LOVE these!