Well it is night time here, and I am all diapered up, ready for some bunny snuggles and sleep.
I remember a few months after I first started wearing diapers. I wondered if it was strange to like wearing diapers, as I have found... and is it strange to be a baby about it.
Well I asked my best friend..
she told me no! it isn't strange at all. I am cute and I am happy with it.. and most important my bunnies are really happy with it and that is all that matters.
I guess as long as I am happy.
the new moon is coming and this time I am mentally preparing. I always have strong urges to just be a baby and snuggle up during the new moon. I am still curious as to why that is... But i think about it all the time during the days of the new moon.
what about you, do you have any certain times when you just feel like you need to be a baby?
on an unrelated topic, the Paralymics have started (or will be starting really soon). I always think that the Paralymics are really cool because the athletes go through great odds and challenges to compete. I mean, visually impaired downhill skiing just amazes me. Now I can not ski... but to do it and not be able to see. The same thing goes with visually impaired biathlon. To ski blindly, then shoot a target... that is really inspirational.
I have known a medalist in the 2004 Paralympics... and this year I know another competitor. She is in a wheelchair and I think it is really cool that she is competing.
Greetings. If I may ask, did Bunny find her blanket yet? I am totally blind myself, and have won awards in 4H for riflery and rocketry, and tried archery as well. What I did was put a tiny beeper near the target, whatever that may be, and shoot at the beeper. I hit the beeper once with an arrow and nearly broke it, but I put it just to the left of center and aim just to the right of the sound, which usually works. Otherwise, I have someone verbally aim me, which I find rather frustrating. Never did try skiing, not at all adventurous like that. I've never watched the Paralympic games myself, never was into sports. As for moon phases and desires, I've never had that experience. I usually get the urge whenever things get stressful or whenever I REALLY need to relax. I must confess that baby stuff rather turns me off, being as pure a DL as I am blind. I have many AB friends however, and really do enjoy reading about their wonderful experiences. I just have too hard a shell to get into that mindset or head space, whatever you call it. Anyway, nice to see you back. Have a phenomenal weekend, and all the best.
ReplyDeleteLokaa samasta sukino bhavanthu.
May the entire universe be ever filled with peace and joy, love and light, health and happiness. Om santhi.
Nasty blind;
ReplyDeleteMy bunny still hasn't found her blanket yet. So I had to give her a new one. It is bigger, and she wraps herself up like a burrito! It is kind of silly!
That is really cool that you have won awards for your riflery and shooting. I wonder if your being blind has really helped your hearing. I love listening to live music, and when I close my eyes I can hear it a lot better. You may be able to pick up certain slight sounds and nuances that most of us don't ever hear.
The new moon is, well today. And I am happily sitting her in my diaper with my bunny. Being AB really has helped me out mentally. For me, it has helped me out tremendously in so many little ways. But I guess I have always been a bit child-like, so AB was a natural extension for me. Plus it really has helped me with my art. I have developed a wonderful new style since becoming AB, and this has gotten me a job at my favorite company *smile*
It really isn't a turn-on for me, because I am very asexual.. I really don't have much in terms of sexual desire...
but that is just me. and I am very happy in my own little AB world.
and if you are happy just wearing diapers for the sake of wearing diapers, then all is good. As long as you are happy.
Greetings. Two-part comment here. Comments to yours below in brackets, [like this.]
ReplyDeleteMy bunny still hasn't found her blanket yet. So I had to give her a new one. [Does she like it? It's not good when your charges aren't happy, even if they can't feel happy. It's all in your head, and that's the beauty rather than the insanity in my opinion.] It is bigger, and she wraps herself up like a burrito! [Excellent, just glad I'm not there or I might get hungry... I LOVE Mexican! Oh, and I used to love bunny stew, but don't eat that anymore. I like to wrap my one dog Moe in blankets. He's a Plott Hound and doesn't have much fur, so he gets cold especially when wet, so he shakes and shivers until I cover him up. He usually shoves his nose under my blankets about three in the morning on cold nights and snuggles up soft and floppy next to me. His ears are long and floppy, like a bunny's, but they hang down low like the song, and they even wobble too and fro!] It is kind of silly!
That is really cool that you have won awards for your riflery and shooting. [Same things really, nothing major but it was fun. I used to shoot at live things in the woods, but I can buy my food and I've gone almost exclusively vegetarian anyway so I don't hunt anymore.] I wonder if your being blind has really helped your hearing. [Yes, but I pay more attention. It's the music principle; if I play piano for two minutes a day and you play for an hour a day, you will be much better at playing the piano because you use your skills more than I. I use my hearing and pay attention to it, which gives me what sighted people seem to think is super hearing, but you and everyone else can and does have that ability. It's just that the eyes take up 80% of your attention, leaving audio in the distant wake of eyesight. This is why it's so hard for people going blind.] I love listening to live music, and when I close my eyes I can hear it a lot better. [It's not that you can hear it better, it's just that you are actually paying attention to it with your full ear rather than, if you'll pardon the expression, half an ear as the saying goes.] You may be able to pick up certain slight sounds and nuances that most of us don't ever hear. [Oh you hear them, your brain just edits them out of your short term perception because you're so focused on what your eyes are telling you that nothing else matters. I'm always telling people, pick up on your audio. There's a whole nother world out there just waiting for you to listen to it!]
Part II on the way.
I think it has to do with how the moon efects electro magnetic fields and the brian generates a electro magnetic field so the moon would efect the brains field. P.S love your blog
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ReplyDeletethank you for your reply. My bunny seems to be getting used to her new blanket... I think she'll be ok. As for your hearing, I agree, anybody can learn to develop the skills as you have. Ears are trainable, and that is how I have learned both Japanese and French... by training my ears.
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@Tony
Thanks for the comment, and thank you for reading my blog. Yeah the moon does have an effect on me, and I think it may effect all of us. I have always felt a connection to the moon... and the new moon always makes me feel special. In fact, it is the new moon tonight and i am really looking forward to my diapers after my shower :)
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The new moon is, well today. And I am happily sitting her in my diaper with my bunny. [Perfect, and if I had any I'd be joining you. Money's tight, and I just took out a $2,700 loan to pay for my yoga teacher training course, so luxuries like that may have to wait for a while.] Being AB really has helped me out mentally. [I know several people who wouldn't be the same without that part of them. It gives them immense comfort, makes them feel happy and at peace. It doesn't work for everybody, not me anyway, but if it makes you happy and harms no one else, why not? It's all good.] For me, it has helped me out tremendously in so many little ways. But I guess I have always been a bit child-like, so AB was a natural extension for me. [Makes sense, as we tend to adopt habits and interests that mesh with our personalities. I analyze everything, so for me being a communication theorist is absolutely wonderful. Being able to argue about the meaning of a given sign as construed by a given culture under given circumstances gives me no end of pleasure, even if no one else in the room has any idea what the hell I'm talking about.] Plus it really has helped me with my art. [I can see that, since babies and little kids like to use paints and colors. I'm blind, and even I wasn't immune to the desire to draw. I just used tactile things, like Elmer's Glew and wickie sticks. It probably pushes back the inhibitions and constrictions of maturity, letting the child within emerge and have a little fun. There's a little child in each and every one of us, even in me, but that little child eventually becomes so beaten and buried under all that our adult lives heap on top of it that our adult minds often completely forget that it even exists, even when it's banging on the lid of its coffin and crying for sweet release. People would be SO much happier if they let that little innocent child out to play every once in a while, somewhere safe but fun.] I have developed a wonderful new style since becoming AB, and this has gotten me a job at my favorite company *smile*
[Well, to put it like my mother does, go find something you love, and then go find someone who will pay you to do that for a living. If you can do that, you're a lot more sensible and lucky than the vast majority of other workers, just doing their crap jobs so they can avoid getting thrown out of their houses.]
Part III of IV
ReplyDeleteIt really isn't a turn-on for me, because I am very asexual.. [Yes, I did think of that after saying it. I wasn't thinking sexual turn-ons though. For me, someone can be turned on in many ways, sexually and otherwise. Doughnuts turn me on, but they turn on my gustatory desires rather than sexual if you take my meaning. Comfortable warm rooms turn me on, but they just make me comfortable and slightly sleepy, a state I like to be in. ] I really don't have much in terms of sexual desire... [And for that, I definitely believe you to be one lucky individual. It's nothing but trouble, and I speak from a deep well of experience. I may be young, but I've seen and done a lot of things that have taught me not to let the sex mind rule the world mind. It has a purpose, but many times we let it run away and take us on a journey we don't want to go or be on, like letting your dog take the leash and walk you.]
but that is just me. and I am very happy in my own little AB world. [In the end, when all is said and done, that's the only thing that matters. If you are content and neither you nor anyone else is being harmed by your actions, it's all good. It's not going to work for me, not for the guy down the block or the woman next door, but it works for you, and if it makes you happy there's no harm in it. That's the therapist in me coming out, sorry.]
Part IV, FINALLY!
ReplyDeleteand if you are happy just wearing diapers for the sake of wearing diapers, then all is good. [Yes, for my own reasons and with my own interests. I no longer steal them, no longer do things that wrong or harm either myself or others. My next step is to avoid harming the environment. I have tried to make my own relevant practices as harmless and healthy as possible, which is why I eventually intend to switch to cloth when the money and facilities become available.] As long as you are happy. [An unhappy person can serve neither herself nor her neighbors, but a happy person may serve both.]
So you learned two languages, good for you! That's also how I learned Spanish. Have a phenomenal week, and the very best to you.
@nasty
ReplyDeleteoh my thank you for the long comments. Yes I agree. As long as we are happy and not hurting anybody then diapers are OK. I guess it helped my art by just making me feel relaxed and comfortable... plus the babyish feelings just feels right for me.
thank you again for your many comments