all the little things add up

I was reading Adrian's blog today. This is really my only connection to the Adult-baby world I seemed to have entered. Honestly, since I am asexual, I tend to find the sexual fetish around most AB sites to be rather.. well yucky. I don't feel I can relate to most of what I have found. Adrian offers an escape from the normal AB world. She was born, put into diapers and has needed them every second of her life. Born completely incontinent and now in her 20's, she has learned to love her diapers.

I can relate to her in a way, suddenly becoming a bed wetter and finding happiness through diapers. Being in Japan, I am kind of sad that I can't get the adult sized baby diapers she gets (the company cant send them to me, I already asked)... maybe I will order some next time I am in america... BUT I do really really enjoy my japanese cloth diapers, mostly because I am very happy that I do buy them in the baby store :)

Anyway, Adrain was talking about a little thing that makes her happy, which was being gently padded on the bottom while in diapers. Now I have never been gently padded on the bottom while in diapers, because I live alone... but if somebody were to do it to me, I would be giddy :)

The fact is, there are about a million little tiny thing about being back in diapers that I absolutely love.

All these little tiny things add up into a wonderful little experience that I really look forward to having every night.

here are just a few

I love the sent of baby powder... in fact I always puff some on my nose before i powder myself. it is such a soft sweet sent.

I love lifting the cloth up as i put on my diaper, I suddenly feel super protected.

I love the little crackling of the vinyl as I move ever so slightly.

I love that breath I release when I finish putting on the diaper.

I love looking at the cute bunnies on my nursery printed diaper covers

I love the feeling of laying on my belly and drawing pictures while in a diaper on a warm summer night

I love the toasty warm feeling of my diaper under my jammies and blanket in a cold winter night.

I love how it feels on my lower bottom... just warm, nice and snuggly..

I love how the vinyl sticks to my skin.

I love how easy it is for me to smile when i am diapered

I love how it feels, sounds, and smells...

I love seeing the bulk under my jammies..

I love the fact that I don't have to worry about anything.

I love how my diapers also erase any stress and sadness I may have

I love that little peaceful warm feeling I get in my heart...

I love how it feels so... peaceful and right.

I can go on and on.. but I have learned to love all these little tiny tiny thing you get to experience when in a diaper. I have really enjoyed it every night since my first night nearly 1 year ago. Now I cant ever imagine what it was like to not have to wear diapers. It just feels like it is the most perfect thing for me to do.

wow, all these little things really do add up, making diapers something that goes beyond keeping your bed dry at night. And decided to be a baby again, that too has helped me learn to make them an extremely positive factor in my life. 1+1+1... really does add up to a million

I love love love the fact that I am back in diapers, nothing has brought me so much joy, so much peace, so much happiness. I am a million times better with them than without.